I'm drowning. Can't come up for air. There's a vice on my neck. It's dark and there are shadows all around stalking me, accusing me. ...

Luke 6:66-69 ESV After this many of his disciples turned back and no longer walked with him.67 So Jesus said to the twelve, “Do you want...

In A Home for Us, I lamented about the little dream house in Skillman that I so want. I even begged the Lord in prayer for it. I should...

Psalm 19:14, KJV: "Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my...

My son is loud. I mean, the volume, tone, whatever you want to call it, is incredibly loud and in many ways annoying. I love him to...

Hebrews 10: 19-23 19 Therefore, brethren, having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus, 20 by a new and living way which He...

I have to say it. None of the bodies in this picture are appealing to me. Not at all. This is not something I aspire to or want to...

My last post (Testing...Testing) stimulated another bout of house fever. It arrives a few times each year: An acute desire for a little...

Yesterday, I received an ominous call from the leasing office. Diana, the leasing agent (a lovely woman), speaking in hushed tones said...

I just saw something so sweet - and really quite nostalgic. Makes me believe that all is right with our younger generation. As I stepped...

So, this blog post is going a bit off topic. Though - maybe not. I just need to rant a bit. Vent. Get things off my chest. Subject: ...

I like this image. I wanted something that depicted the surrendered life as I feel it to be. A free fall into something unknown and...

Do I truly believe that Jesus is my provider? I want to think that I do, but my actions and thoughts are not aligned with that belief....

So, I want to be married. However, am I marriage quality? No. I am not. Based on my mouth and my thoughts and my actions, and most of...

I'm trying to ignore something that's causing me to feel less than...that I've fallen short...that reminds me of how far behind I am in...

Today at church we had a guest speaker. Timely because - well - our regular Pastor doesn't always have a word in season for me. I know...

5/28/2020 Start is shaky. I did start a walking to running routine. I worked up to 60 minutes of walking from 5/20 - 5/27. Today, I...

So, in the meantime, Father God, help me. I'm at an impasse and I guess I just need you to show up for me in a very miraculous way and...

I thought it might be a great idea for Jonathan and I to document our expectations for 2021. It's a bit late, considering it's almost the...

I use alcohol to self soothe, to forget, to be comforted, to feel peace. I have a problem with alcohol. I'm not gonna label myself. ...